can we repair our mistake in past time?

why is everything in my life occuring so very fast?
when I was studyed in junior high school, I said that elementary school period was so beatiful.
when I was studyed in senior high school, I said that junior high school period was so beatiful.
when I was studyed in gadjah mada university, I said that senior high school period was so beatiful.
when I have searched a job until I have felt so tired, I said that college period was so beatiful

Ya, that is a life. everything in our life passed so very fast. Indeed, we weren't remembering which everything could have been happen in past time, but we weren't also forgetting. just recall your past time.
but when I am reminding my past time. I feel my time in the world more less.
sometimes, I thought what I fixed my mistake in past time with time machine, didn't I??
sometimes, I thought and tryed to not replace my mistake in past time in the future time.
there was a thing in the past time which I wanted fixing and finished to clear. I want my heart calm.

I maybe fix my mistake in past time with pray & pray to her or him or them.
I am very miss you my friend, ex girlfriend, and anything in my past time.


erwin p sirait