Sabtu, 22 Agustus 2009

PAST AND LATER



hii mates,,

..i know some of you reckons that facebook is the best media to publish notes due to the fact people opens facebook all the time,, well i think i gonna do the old traditional way, and since i dont want to make this blog cold and dry due to the lack of posting, i give you some of my thought and what i've been through here in this other island..i hope this would inspire some bananas that gone from jogja or semarang that start a new life to share their own perspective from a new way (cmoon aat, hafid, dont hesitate to share your new experience in jakarta..). i would like this to be a journal. i want to see all of your different point of view in whatever you've been through, whether you re still sitting in classroom, doing your thesis, in a train got an interview to catch, or from your comfortable work desk, or maybe still wandering upon unseeable love. its all doesnt matter, in fact that would enrich the diversity in this blog and giving more updates on what you do, of course, in a more personal way that is.. :)

for me, life is simply a big mistery,,3 months is all it takes to turn my life around. i couldnt have imagined 3 month later i ended up in balikpapan. before that i usually woke up 9 am in the morning and trying hard to think some activity so i wont ended up doing nothing at the end of the day. months later and suddenly i must stay focused for 11 hours of my day at the office, no holiday except sundays. the other hours just for sleeping and some extra hours to spare. it is just very different back then. where time were just like a slow motion, even in my final year, i do pretty much nothing but to finish my thesis. sometimes i missed my friends, beyond all of the excitement. for me, bestfriended with you guys has been one of the most memorable chapter in my life. and the most important thing is, we value friendship sincerely. edo has an ear for indie music, rifky, the love soldier, with his never-say-die attitude on reaching the true meaning of love, erwin with his oil-minded brain, or ipank, the trustworthy friend. and so did my job offer awaits me, its time to move and leave all my family and friends in jogja. well i reckon this part of letting go has never become easy. in life there are something you can control or change, but some other are just the way it goes. and from that moment on, i decided to follow my heart just like edward bloom in Bigfish said "this town is to small for my ambition.."

it reminding me a song called Eatalase, (by Sore)..beyond the highly dinamic melody contrasting with the satire sense in the majority of the songs in the album, lies a deep meaningful lyric.

life is easy come, easy go..

this song is about embracing every moment that you'd been through, memories you had with your friend, or a glance of memory about relationship you build with your loved one, or even the one you hate,, when it comes to an end, all you got to do is to let it become memories. and so does memories became story, the story become part of you. no matter what, time is simply inevitable. we might just walk forward with our life. making a new stories in the future, fill the pages which has yet to be written, and simply move on. we can make the best or the worst time, afterall, its our decision to make..


whatever that is, i hope we all live a life we proud of..



warm regards,



old friend